full time->part time-> full time again

i'm no longer that happy anymore. that's not carmen life! that's not my life!
can i mension? i dont have a friend that really care! and when i call out, he/she will just fly over.
thats my life. sucks man! i dont have that mood anymore. it just make me emotional change. dont ever ask me why u dont smile/laugh! this usually happens in KC. imma so stress. i dont have any study(currently study break), but then compare full time study and full time working in KC, tell u, workng in KC is totally tired and more stress than full time studying! this is the truth! last week, the supervisor ask can i extend to july, for start working part time (from 7-12) salary half, about 300-400 per month. now, full time(7-3), its only Rm800. she ask me to work partime only from july, because she scard the new assistant cannot take it, tolong la, me, mariam, ruiyi and kally pun work macam ini, sumore mid-term alraedy nothing to stress about.. the stress and tired part is top of the year. Do u think its worth working there. and i dont like to look at people face to work. its definitely diu lan!
yesterday! niama, when i was signign off to go home, a call from libing, tan lao shi picked up the phone call, and she was totally frightened. i alraedy guess what happened, and what's the bad news. libing(the form mates as me), and the coming new assistant teacher in KC after mariam leaves! ifiot! i dunnoe wad to response to her lo. she say because her current bos dont let her go and her boss give her double salary wor, boss cannot find new teacher to take over her pun. zadou! sumore says that her 3 class children doesnt want her to leave. actually, the the vice want! KC is not good.. too tired please. its a robot school. maybe its not the style i like, i like montesorri more. i cannot take so strict and 'die die kayu' school.
sorry! i cannot take it.

sumore, now shes faxing frenz problem sumore. its bad to have tis problem. maybe its my problem. i dunnoe well. its really tough to have frenz! realy really really tough. its different thing when she says it to you and she says it to her another fren. for me, i was like =.=, why they can and i cannot. because we had seprate to a different school or what? nevermind, its again my problem.. this is really sucks! i cannot sleep through this!