2012年5月18日

crush

im having something in my mind, i dont know where to talk, but only here.

what if i say that im having crush on someone, but he's in distance with where am i now
met from trip but crush when i met him, his exactly what im looking for. i couldnt say, but after that few hours, i couldnt pull back without thinking of him. its sound weird when it was just few hours though, but no one could understand or explain when u had a crushed when u met the person

who to talk with, mommy, papa, doggie, sisty, buddies, absolutely NO.

frustating, could not concentrate while working, studying or examinating. im fucking myself right now, why would I being suffered at this time! im not supposed to and should not to. if it success, im leaving in 10mths time.

i could not find out a topic to chat with, there's limited info i know about u, and im not a person to be the major person. BITCH me

someone help out with me!!!

2012年1月4日

the new year the new class

oh yea! school starts yesterday, its so much different from huang pei fang lao shi teaching style, compared with min siew lao shi, she can control the classroom though there's bunch of parents outside staring at the teachers inside, i knew she's shaking, she needs me, but she's tough! compared, i would actually like to help the experiences(old) teacher, because i can learn more experienced/hands on that u cannot find in minsiew laoshi, or in the text book or from the lecturer, is so so so much difference. last year K1A, it was so controlled, and was said is a best class among all. this year K1A, is like a zoo, almost all boys are gorrillas, rao, im scared, today i felt like screwing up all of them. nah, there's parents outside, next week you guys know it! i gonna turn you guys upside down if you guys continue being like a gorillas, running in and out, and dont listen to me, i have to learn multiple language, there's a japanese dont kknow chinese and english well, and so, i only speak ohaiyo, haik! hahhaahh!! thats' farny! But today was a fast wan! im loving the fast one compared to the boring wan, wish to learn more from minsiew, remind myself not to compare with huang laoshi! and wish kally can go through the hard ones and quickly get into her hand easily and take over everything! all the best! no more assistant! teacher must be tough!

The first day of school, its so fucking jam outside, its not moving either, i went to hisoing to collect things, used half an hour to stuck in the jam. finally get my free movie tickets for darkest hours! i think it should be a naise show, gonna watch it in signature this saturday after work! hoorday! kids e world todat is quiet!
hahaha! wish everyday can be so peace and quiet, then i doesnt need to do so many, the morning is busy and stress, but afternoon is relaxing, equilibrium la, not tired overall. but yesterday just have 2 hours rest, so, i gonna bath and rest soon, gonna show my mom i can handle everything well, the bitch nonna control my life! wtf! earn everything for my studies and taiwan trip with the sistars. and so, save money! study well! work hard! muacks!!!!!!!!!

one more thing, very important, i wish everything outside, especially between MG(thomasjack fans) can just learn to shut their mouth. i dont wish everyday i heard someone is talking bad about another, and this block her, this stalk her, no guys! matured dy, still! enough of hinting! enough of scolding! please concentrate on your studies! im enough of that, im leaving and dont give me so many headaches. im enough of works, i dnt want complains please. peace among each other kay, though when someone says, dont comment so much on it, dont think too much, let them be, if they are matured enough, they wouldnt do so, when you comment more about it, everything gonna gone serious. please! please! please! studies is more important! dont guess who am i saying! dont guess what am i saying! everyone outside there are the same! do the same thing! i just dint speak, doesn mean i dint seen it! i care kay! PEOPLES PLEASE MIND IT!

thats all, think about it! goodnight!

2011年12月31日

1st day work

Gah im waking so early and come to midvalley. Gonna work hard for my studies in aus. Gonna start my new sem in march 2013. But then im still thinking how to pay ten over thousandsss per semester. No one dare to stop me from working when i says i gonna pay so much per sem. and so tata, gone to work!!!

2011年11月20日

the TJ concert 1119 memories

原來已經兩年了,你們終于開了屬於自己的音樂會!雖然有些不完美,可是看到有好多好多好多奇跡一幫及你們的親戚朋友的支持!好棒好棒好棒!都沒有試過那麽那麽的丟臉,我們好像發了夢似的,爲什麽會來到了這個地步。原來跟你們不是瘋狂,不是追星,漸漸地變了一種習慣。這種習慣是在跟你們的兩年后我遇見了@Mae-Li Leong Melody Mae-chel。而這種習慣會維持何時,沒人懂,可是會堅持下去!希望所有的奇跡一幫也會這樣!我也有過放棄的時候,可是卻想清楚堅持至今。看著兩位跌跌站站沖過來,有好多的回憶!至今的音樂會結束了,你們的成果展好成功!為你們感到高興極興奮!有莫名的感動及不捨!昨天真的很感動!好棒好棒!加油加油!


4 of us was damm busy half a month ago, busy for their concert! and so and so, thur night they stay up my hse till midnight 2am only they went home to pack their stuff, and they continue buat their present. 


dah few weeks we dint slept well to do their boards and stuff, both me and mae-li rushing for exam, assignments and these. Though it was a veryveryvery busy time, but still we was happy over it, everytime we meet, we have fun and laughters all around. four of us are fate, four of us and them are super fate! 


Fri early morning 6am we woke up, 8am we went to petaling street to collect our flowers and fluorescent light for the concert! we threw everything to mae-li's father car and he drove us to the bus station. he was a lovely father for them! a father that love them really really really much! 


We was so tired till before the bus started four of us fell asleep! till the bus stop at gotong jaya for our cable ride, but half way bus, the damm it! the sky cries heavily, and it stop.
Once we reach genting, we quickly went to the GICC ballroom hall to stalk them. sad case, we dint get to see them, they are not there yet. 

and so we went into the theme park, half way play, the sky cries again!! we have nothing to do but doing tattoo in there! paying Rm46 for 2 games and Rm10 for a tattoo. really crazy! haah! but it was totally fun!

After everything, still we went back to GICC to check check check, belum sampai lagi, we did back to our room to rest, and have nap for 3 hours. 


around 7pm, we have our watery porridge, but then its awefool, then we go down to first world to search for people again. thats our mission.. chahhha.. we took big head photo, but then the size was totally small. 
the lucky wan, after we waited at GICC, familiar peoples seems to appear infront of us but not them. those familiar ones walking in one by one and feelings told us they are here, we waited from that moment till midnight 3am, we couldnt wait for the rehearsal and we went back to our room to take rest, thought to go down by 4am, but chahhahah!! we overslept and woke up ard 7am and have our breakfast, bath and only go down ard 9am i think. Then, ard that we saw many MGs came,   sat there sleepy but nothing to do, just open our eyes big and look for peoples, tall, short and handsomes. buaahah, hope u dont mind. 


someone whispered, they are here! they are here, i terlalu ganjiong, i stood up, and mae-li stood beside me, we sat back down after realised why are we standing up, from their face expression, they dont seems like shock we are there, just mensioned wow! so early! 



ewww.. it was long stories, do u want to know my story, ask from me, im damm lazy to write it all out. 











































































FATE BRING US TOGETHER! WE DONT KNOW EACH OTHER MORE THAN A YEAR, BUT WE WERE SO CLOSE UNTIL WE CALLED OURSELVES SISTARS!!